Do you ever feel the need to evaluate? Like just think over the past couple years and sort of , reflect on situations you could have handled differently or people you should have avoided.
I feel the need to evaluate. Sometimes I feel disappointed in myself for the decisions I have made.
There are people who come in your life and have a pourpose. Almost as if you HAD to meet them. Like they were around your whole life. The people that you know are here to stay.
Then there are people that are just so irelevant to your life. They are replaceable. Some just seem to have their way of lingering in your life. Unwanted. Like some sort of infectious parasite. Just slowly killing you from the inside out. Make you feel bad. Its almost like you take some sedative to help numb the pain and we make ourselves think “they don’t mean it like that” but then there are those hard hits, when they hit you on a personal level making you feel like shit!
Yet, we still have a way of keeping them in our life. Why? Is there a purpose? Are they supposed to be in a specific part of your life in a specific amount of time?
As I reflect on my life I feel like I need to work on removing that negative energy. I don’t need them, nor will I ever need them.
Sometimes when I sit back and reflect on my life I think all the situations I could nave handled differently . Things I should have said, and things shouldn’t have said. Things I’ve done, and things I shouldn’t have done .
After I reflect I like to think of the future. if I make the changes I need to make I can see myself happy, and successfully in a new place in my life.
I evaluate the past for a better future.
I evaluate the bad to find some good.
I evaluate myself, to be happy.